Heal Me

Just wanting it to end,
I can no longer pretend.
More obvious than before,
I hit the floor.
God is the ultimate doctor so why won’t He heal me?
Why does it have to be?
I’m not trying to let it bother me so much,
But I’ve just lost the touch.
I can no longer hide what’s wrong,
I’m no longer that strong.
God why don’t you hold my hand?
Where are you when I stand?
I’m trembling as I speak,
God I’m becoming weak.
I need you to pull me through,
I need you to show me what to do.
I can’t hold a paper straight,
Please don’t come to late.
I’m going crazy trying to figure out what’s not right.
It’s everyday that I fight.
Some days I won’t say a word,
And other days I’m heard.
God just let me know that you’re here.
Help me not to fear.