Terrible Day

I thought my life was going okay.
That was until that horrible day.
Actually it was night,
And for some reason I didn’t feel quite right.
I just pushed the feeling away,
I didn’t know what to say.
I curled up in my bed,
And all these thoughts started racing through my head.
Someone wasn’t real well,
Someone I loved had fell.
It felt like I was losing control,
Like someone was ripping at my soul.
They didn’t make it through the night,
And I awoke to a startling fright.
They were never coming back,
And my life suddenly went black.
I knew this before I was told.
I had never felt so cold.
I wept during the day,
And my friends knew I was not okay.
I tried to forget how much it hurt me,
But the devil wouldn’t let me be.
I was tempted to do some stupid things.
I did and now my heart stings.
I know I should have talked to someone first,
But it felt like I was cursed.
I finally wrote someone,
And the healing has finally begun.