Control

Too many days have passed me by.
Too many days I long to cry.
It feels like I'm out of place.
It feels like I'm in outer space.
I don't know what to say to make it right.
I don't know what to do to stop the fight.
Each day is a constant battle for my life.
Each day is a new strife.
Time passes by and I don't even know.
Time passes by and my heart is still cold.
The memories take me back to You.
The memories are almost gone too.
Fighting each day till the end.
Fighting each day since the beginning of sin.
No one knows the weight I bare.
No one knows and I don't care.
I can make it on my own.
I can make it if I walk alone.
I've been alone so nothing would I say.
My heart cried out because of the pain.
My heart cannot take all this rain.
I can't see in front of my face.
I can't see beyond my disgrace.
I used to pray everyday.
I used to be okay.
My feet used to lead me to You.
My feet no longer do what You want them to.
My life is not what You want it to be.
My life is about me.
I long to hear You whisper in the wind.
I long to hear the voice of my Savior, Father, and Friend.
I can't complete this life without You here.
I can't complete my mission without You near.
Talk to me once more.
Talk to me before I close the door.