The Talk

I need to talk to you about what’s going on.
I’m dealing with things all wrong.
I can’t seem to talk about what’s bothering me,
And I need you to see.
You were there once before.
Now it’s going on again & I haven’t knocked on your door.
I long to tell you how I feel,
But the pain is just to real.
I’m afraid of the changes that might occur,
Therefore I don’t say a word.
I know what will happen if I don’t stop,
And this is the habit I need you to help me drop.
I don’t want to hold it all in.
I definitely don’t want the devil to win.
It’s just so hard,
And God seems so far.
I try to search through my bible,
But it’s just feels like I’m going through trial after trial.
I no longer know what to say
When you ask me if everything is okay.
I know you’re there for me.
Sometimes it’s just hard to see.
I need you to help me overcome this.
So that once again I might be filled with bliss.